Holiday's work....^_^

As you guys know, I'm having my long holidays (finally!!!) now. Yeah it's good but i'm kind of rotting at home now...so it's not doing me any good except wasting my time and watching tv...and eating + sleeping long hours...Well...yeah that's about what I've been doing for the past week.

But then, I did take up part-time jobs...like working as a Game Master in the Army Pride Day (which had been 2 months and our pay is not here yet!!!), welcome ambassador (it's just sound nicer than rover) in Sentosa.

The whole group of us working as Game Masters ^_^

As a game master in the Army Pride Day, I've to learn how to play some of the puzzle games created by ThinkFun and guide the kids and parents visiting the booth. It was a 3-day event and we've to work from 9am onwards. It wasnt a very tiring job but then we have to stand up because it's a roadshow and there isnt any chairs for us to sit. We know a number of army personnels (some even from the Air Force and Navy). We chit-chat abit and understand some of the stuff inside MINDEF (since I dont go army I learn quite alot from them).

My dinner at New York New York (*yuMMY*)

After the Pride, I went to be a Helper for the NTU Family at the Singapore Zoological Garden. It was a FUN day but the rain did spoiled some of the kids' mood. It's very wet and dirty!!! After the event ended, Jingyuan and me loitered around the Zoo and in the afternoon Cindy and Cedric joined us. We went for different animal shows and left the zoo around 6pm and went for dinner @ AMK's New York New York. I had the biggest chicken..haha and it's deLIC-ious...

Nothing much to show when working at sentosa (cause handphone is not allowed to use when on duty) so....what we do is pretty much just say hello to guests...wave to an incoming train (when nobody is looking at us =.=) and guide the guests to board the train. Basically that's what we do for 7 hours and you've to stand through. I took up the job because the timing is flexiable and it wont clash with my special term. :) Well, I dont think I'm going to continue once school starts. It's a very tiring job.

that's about it...^_^ /signing off

My 21st Birthday!!! (Part 2)

Heex! This entry is to continue with my 21st celebrations! WoW! I felt so fortunate to have so many friends that remember my birthday! Thanks a million!

The 2nd part of my celebrations was organized by dear and Alvin helped to reserve the tables at Orchard Sakura and got me a Champange Grape Birthday cake by Swissbake. I have to thank them both (ALOT!) because they called many of our secondary friends and poly friends who took time off specially (because my birthday falls on a weekday) to meet up and chit-chat and also send me well-wishes. ^_^

The whole thing supposed to start at 6 (reservation states that we're arriving from 6.00-6.30) but because I cant find the bakery (which is located in Takashimaya B2), by the time both tg and me arrived outside Sakura, it was already 6.40pm. We had 2 gorgeous ladies (Qianwen & Kaiyan) waiting for us for like 40 minutes >.< *s0rry!!!* We decide to procced in first while waiting for the rest to arrive. Hmm...we started to eat...because so much food there and it's VERY hard to resist! By 7, Karin, voonling, mun yeng, qiao xuan, kimsua & haoyu, jiasi, jasmine came. The last one to come was Alvin but it wasnt his fault because he had to sail that day and took a cab to rush down to join us (appreciate that! ^_^)

FOOD...FOOD...FOOD...

Once our stomachs are filled, we sang birthday song and make wishes and cut cake and take pictures..and and and...(routine stuff of a birthday party...) I guess just look at the pictures to see for yourself the fun we had! ^_^ We stayed until the Sakura boss rushed us out (it's already over their closing time) and loiter around Orchard for awhile deciding what to do next (since it's only 10pm and it's EARLY!). We consider going K-boxing, but it was too expensive for 1 person and after much thought....we went to Cineleisure to see whether there's any movies to watch.

*Q-ing for tickets for Red Cliff*

Finally our turn and it's only left with the first row *_* and yes we did buy the tickets (we've queued for so LONG!). Ohh YEAH, don't forget, we have to thank our 鄂州 Mr Wang Jiasi for paying with his UOB card for the 10 of us! Yes! He treated everyone with the movie treats!! (that's very sweet of him!) Initially, I thought he wanted a kiss from each ladies (3 guys + 7 ladies = 10 people) but...he's too shy...so....ladies we are in LUCK! HAHA!!!

The movie...well...it's very nice because I enjoyed it tremendously and I like the guy who acted 赵子龙 but everyone was like "HUH?!" because they felt that the 赵子龙 by Audy Lau is better. Well...I felt differently. Andy Lau is nice-looking but not in 古装 show (that's only my opinion :) ). For those who havent watch the show, it's going to have a PART 2 so 拭目以待吧！

By the time the movie ended, it's already going to be 2am. Luckily, we have Kaiyan's bf who send everyone home! *thanks thanks* It's a long day for everyone but WE HAD FUN! ^_^

My 21st birthday cake! ^_^ it's very delicious wor... ^_^

Me + Birthday cake = happiest girl *giggles*

dear + me ^_^ with my birthday cake...he's already aiming for it! HAHA!

With my lovely Bird Family! Love them all!!! :)

All my secondary friends + Mr Jiasi & Miss Haoyu (Poly) :) they're the best!

Chicken & Poo family! :)

My buddy since Secondary 1! We look quite alike right? hehe!!

Force dear dear to take another picture with me! ^_^

My current LIFE!

I just read through my post on Life in University and realised that it was really a hard time when I first started school. Thus, I decided to write a new post on my current life. ^_^

It's been a year (almost! To be exact! :D) since I have started schooling in NTU. Yeah, life wasnt easy because lots of core modules and PYP (for those who dont know, it means Past Year Papers) to complete. Results wasnt that good (or should I say it's BAD!), but I didnt manage to 打包 (means bring forward) any modules to the next semester. When school started, I made it a point to attend all lectures and tutorials so as not to miss any important information. Things started to go well...all modules were taught by really nice lecturers and I even took up Japanese class (wanted to take Korean instead but exam schedule will clash with my core :( so...).

When it's time to start revising for final exams, I have enough time (more than last semester) to finish our revision and I try to do summaries for every chapters for each modules. After every exam, though very tiring but at least abit more confident than what I felt the semester before. Results out...and it was much better...and I was like....whoa...finally...but then it means I have to work even harder to mantain or get even better results in the subsequent semesters.

Once I get use to the momentum, I think that life in Uni can be very fun and relaxing. When it's time to study, STUDY! When it's time to play, relax your mind and go enjoy yourself. I believe that time management is also very important~~!!!

Currently, I'm learning Korean at the Cambridge School of Language. I think that from now on, I have to pay attention to how I manage my time. I believe that I can do well in both school work and language school assignment! ^_^

^_^ ^_^ ^_^ looking forward to school re-opening! It's a brand new year ahead!!! *Fighting!*

My 21st Birthday!!! (Part 1)

Hehe!!! Just two words to describe: FUN & MEMORABLE!!! (^_^) Actually there was two different celebrations. One by my university friends (which come as a surprise!! haha) and the other was by secondary (also poly) gang! haha!!! A million thanks to these friends (you guys are a DEAR!!!) for giving me such a memorable birthday!

The first party was held on 10th July 2008. It was a thursday and the plan was to celebrate Cindy's Birthday (which was only the 7th, but she wasnt in Singapore). However, because it was weekday, some of us were working, thus we can only meet up for dinner instead. The rest that were not working, well (GUESS WHAT?), we decided to go to Sentosa to have some FUN first. The best part of the trip is that we save up to $27 per person and we can visit the attractions inside Sentosa (*thanks to Cindy* and also the ticketing Miss wati who gave us complimentary tickets). Not to forget, we really have a great time inside these attractions (HEY! it's my first time into these attractions, so if i behave a bit kaisu, please forgive! HAHA!). *though I have to keep worrying about Jingyuan who kept on touching switches and moving things around! ^_^* We spent almost the whole day inside Sentosa and laughter is all around us (some screams can be heard though, courtesy of Jingyuan + Cedric *_*)

This is a view taken at the top of Merlion. Dont be fool by the dim brightness, it was really SUNNY (as you can from my glasses). Courtesy of Qiaolin and her wonderful camera. ^_^

After the trip to Sentosa, we went to meet up with other friends at Plaza Singapura, Jieying and Su San (unfortunately, Meizhen and Serene have some last minute thing and cant make it). We went to have some GREAT food @ Manhattan Fish Market (if I didnt remember wrongly it's located at level 6). I wanted to try the seafood platter but due to my recent recovery from C.P, I decided to stick to Fish 'N' Chips and I enjoyed it tremendously! The portion was big and I couldnt finish it. Someday, I'll go back and try out their seafood platter!

I went to toilet with Cindy, and when I came back I realised that the whole table is cleared and I know something is wrong! *haha!!* There isnt a seat for me and I have to share the other side of the table with Cindy. That was the surprise that I have gotten from these uni friends! It was a celebration for both Cindy and ME! ^_^ We have a birthday song by everyone and also some of the crew members in the restaurant. The interesting part is to eat a wedge of lemon coated with salt and pepper! well, it wasnt that bad as I thought...Just very sour, very salty and very peppery. haha!!! I drank a whole cup of water after that! Next is the cutting cake ceremony...haha! It was very 温馨 and touching and I have a hard time to cut the cake so our Cedric did the honors and slowly and carefully cut each slide for everyone of us. The present that they have given me was so GREAT that I have 好好的用 already! hehe! It was "Hello" vouchers and I used it to buy my Samsung Soul! wahahaha!! Thanks alot!

**Hope Cindy's love her present to0!!!**

Well...that's part 1 of my 21st birthday celebration. *enjoy the pictures* ^_^

Cindy & me!!! Hehe!~ *Guess we're the birthday girls that day* ^_^ /giggles

Birthday girls + Birthday cake!!! *deli-ciouS!!!*

The whole gang of uni friends!! *Love you guys!*

Quite artistic right? Taken by Qia0lin! ^_^

The wedge of lemon coated with salt and pepper by everyone! One each for Cindy & me.

**All Pictures courtesy of Qiaolin's camera!!! Thank you!!!**

Korean Drama: Heart of 19 a.k.a Pure 19

Recently I was busy watching this Korean drama series: Heart of 19. I saw it first on Channel U and honestly it was so funny that I decided to buy the whole series and watch during my holidays (yeah currently I'm on holidays!!! ^_^).

Brief introduction:

Cast:

Koo Hye Sun as Yang Gukhwa

Suh Ji Suk as Park Yunhu

Lee Min Woo as Hong Ugyeong (Not the member of Shinhwa :) )

Lee Yoon Ji as Park Yunjeong (Yunhu’s younger sister)

Synopsis:

Gukhwa is a young country girl who leaves Yanbian(China) for Korea to get married.. When she arrives in Seoul, she finds out that her fiance had just died in a car accident. Instead of returning to China, she decides to stay and create a new life in Korea. With the help of her fiance's family and in particular his nephew, Woo Kyung, she is able to overcome the hardship of living in a foreign country.......

This series is differnt from what I normally watched. It's 167 episodes long!! (Yeah I know it's VERY LONG *_*) But I only took 3 days to complete the whole series (haha!!). Actually each episodes is about half an hour only (Thus, if you watch on Channel U and switch to DVDs, you have to ignore the episodes # that u see on Channel U since on tv it's an hour long). Therefore, 167 episodes is about 83.5 hours long which if you watch for 24 hours straight, you will only need 3.5 days (heex!!!). The best thing about this show is that you never get tired of watching it. The whole series will keep you entertained!!! ^_^

I love the 4 main characters in the show. Each of them have their own style of acting which fits their profiles exactly. I was wondering whether these are their characteristics in real life (heex!!). If you guys have watched the show, do not be deceive by the looks and age. Koo Hye Sun, Suh Ji Suk and Lee Yoon Ji are still in their twenties. But Lee Min Woo is already in his thirties (CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!). Honestly, Koreans really can keep their skin in good hands! Maybe it's due to the 4 seasons there? I heard that winter in Korea is SUPER cold. Someday I'll go and experience it and tell you guys whether it's super cold, ya? haha!!!

I like the Park Yunhu character alot. I wouldnt say that because he is handsome (THOUGH HE REALLY IS HANDSOME!!) that makes me like him alot. I guess it's something about the character. You can see how cold he is towards people and by the end of the show become a totally different person. ^_^ The love that he gives is what I want in my real life (and I have gotten it from my dear dear! heex!!)

Both Koo Hye Sun & Suh Ji Suk make a good couple (in my opinion), unfortunately they wouldnt awarded the best couple award. :( Well, keep up the good work guys!!! ^_^

Ohh, one more thing, the characters in the show have won a number of awards during the KBS Award Ceremony 2006. You can visit http://www.kbs.co.kr/drama/2006award/index.html for the full list of the winners (though it's all in korean :(...). Or you can visit the official site for Heart of 19 at http://www.kbs.co.kr/drama/soonjung/index.html (unfortunately it's also in Korean). Just play around the site and look at some of the really nice pictures!!!

One last thing! They have lots of really nice song and music in the show. The main theme of the show is sang by Koo Hye Sun herself: Sarang ga. If you guys love the show you will also love the OST! ^_^

Hope you enjoy the show!!! ^_^

Trip to Changi Airport

Heex...Finally exams are OVER! And guess what, IT'S TIME FOR FUN!!!! HOHO~

Anyway, I have been sleeping for the 2 whole days (to get back all my energy and sleeping hours) and I'm feeling so fresh and happy now. Since it's holidays, of course we must enjoy ourselves right???

HAHA!! So we planned a trip to Changi Airport Terminal 3 (Since it's also the Open House for T3). We met up at Tenah Merah MRT Station and board the train together to Changi Airport. We had a tour guide to bring us around explaining some of the special features of the newly built terminal and after that we walked around and take some pictures. It was really fun to have all our friends around, playing and joking. These are some of the pictures that we've taken on that day. Feel free to look at them!!! ^_^

The whole group of US @ Changi Airport Terminal 3 ^_^

6 girls + 1 guy = 幸福 but please don't think otherwise!!! /giggles!!

Each of us represent an alphabet for the word "IMMIGRATION"

(though we've 1 person less *_*)

LIfe in University

I just had 3 of my worst exams paper in my WHOLE life. And guess what? 2 more's coming right up.

Just 4 months into school and my stress level has been increasing and increasing even though it's pass the limit. Life in Uni is definitely DIFFERENT from my poly's life. Since the start of school, i have never skip any lectures (though i did skip 2 during the last week of school b4 exam), attended all the tutorials class (except 1 thermo and maths class) and done all my assignments (only after my tutors have went through them), I sort of have the basics of what I need to learn in all my modules. I did complete most of the past-year papers and went through all the tutorials before i went for my exams, but WHY DID I STILL DO SO BADLY?

Honestly, those past-years paper doesn't help much. Most of the questions are repeated and answers can be found in the lecture notes or tutorials. But why is it that when it's my turn to do the exams, all the questions that came out are "new" and are something that i don't know. So what do I do? You can't expect me to leave it blank (NO opinion means NO MARKS), so i just wrote whatever i can write and hand in the answer sheets.

I kept on wondering whether it's because i'm from poly and uni life is really more for JCs' people? People used to tell me that poly students can adapt to uni life faster than JCs' students. I never understand why. I think the similiarities between uni and poly are 1) you get to wear your home clothes, 2) you can skip lectures whenever you like 3) more flexible school hours. So why do all these help us poly students to adapt to uni life fast?

Since i'm already in U, i just hope that everything's going to be good. AND I PROMISE THAT WHEN THE NEXT SEMESTER COME, I'LL WORK TRIPLE-LY HARD!!!!

wish me LUCK because i really need them now. :)

What becomes of me....

Just came back from 2 months of FUN in China....Finally back in Singapore. I wouldnt say that I miss Singapore that much because China has its own fun (though i miss some of the Singapore makan places ^_^) I saw many things that one cannot see in singapore. For example, while travelling to another city, i saw this big lorry carrying a lorry full of little piggy....*_* Can we see this in Singapore? Another thing is that they have different way of transportation. In singapore, we only have cars, MRT and bus. But they have donkeys to pull them and also a 3-wheel vehicle which i dont know what is it called. This 3-wheel thingy is used as taxi there and the driver will decide the fare before driving you to the destination.

The air at tg's house is really good. Very clean and pleasant. Every night after dinner, his mum will bring us down to the park and have a walk. We will walk for an hour while enjoying the night's view. This walk helps me to maintain my weight as i have been eating more than i should (*_*). But it cant be helped, because the food there is so nice. They have different varieties and it's very cheap (compared to Singapore). Tg's family also takes a long of time off to take me to a lot of places to see....wow........

I didnt want to come back to singapore..because one: i will difinately miss tg's family...and second: i love the food there...haha...If i got time i will still go back to china because it's so big and there's a lot of places for me to discover...HOHO

It's been a long long time

I realised that i have not been here for quite a long time so i decide to come here and drop a short note ^_^

Right now i'm having my industrial attachment program @ Chartered Semiconductor. It's been fun cause i'm working now!!! (^.^) I get to earn my own pocket money and also to be independent. You see, when u are working, whatever your boss want you to do you have to complete them yourself. Though i only work on paper work (seldom step into the fab), there are still some stuff that i cant understand and i have to ask or to find out myself. I have really nice people working with me so i can approached them easily.

Another 3 months, i'll be graduating from Ngee Ann (though the official graduation is in april). Time really flies. It's just like a blink of the eye and you are out of the school. I'm still considering whether to start working or continue studying. I guess i have to wait and see how's my result, ya? *_* /giggles

HOHO

signing off

how?!!!!

In another 48 hours, i have to present my final year project. And here i am writing a blog. I have just spent the last 5 hours testing my circuits. I couldn't test all cause i did not have all my ICs with me. Those tested so far is ok..but then i still have problems how to connect all the small boards up. Worse of all is that tomorrow i have to show them to my supervisor!!! mY goddness...

Can i finish all the work in 2 days time?! that's really a challenge. Unless i stay overnight for the next 2 days? but then i think i'll even have the strength to work.

Hopefully i can complete everything by then. HOHO

+U+U

Mission Impossible 3

On May 3rd, the sneak preview of Mission Impossible is shown. I can't wait to grab a ticket to see what action in this new series (it was a weekday so i guess not much people are able to make it for the show). After school, i went for the show. And guess what? I got a notebook with Tom Cruise right as the coverpage. *HaHA* (Maybe is the first day so kind of like a promotion? Not that his show needs to be promoted!!!) Anyway, i really really enjoyed myself during the entire show.

Tom Cruise returns as IMF (Impossible Mission Force) secret agent Ethan Hunt (sounds nice doesn't it?). However, this time round something's different. He got himself a fiancee, a nurse named Julia (starring Michelle Monaghan who is really pretty). Lindsey Farris (Keri Russell) who is a former protégé of Ethan's (tom train her to be an agent) is one of the main cast. She got really nice moves and reflexes since she can move so fast and work wonders with the pistol. We can't forget about the Hunt's team right? Ving Rhames acts as Luther Stickell who's a genius with computers (Remember him now?) and transportation expert Declan (Jonathan Rhys Meyers, he can really fly a helicoper!), background operative Zhen (Maggie Q, she's sexy! *_*). Every show there will be a villian. The villian here is none other than Owen Davian (Philip Seymour Hoffman), an international weapons and information provider with no remorse and no conscience.

Well, i guess the cast is enough for you to go watch the movie...(^.^)

Enjoy~~~

The shows nowadays....

Late in the night watching a Japanses show with disgusting sences and really "crap" supernatural powers. For the disgusting part, i guess is because it involves lots of human parts. One of them is a corpse with a "private part" in its mouth. Well, can u imagine it? And guess what? Beside it, there's a really nice plate of Fish & Chips. (Oh mAn, now i cant eat chips without thinking of this sence.) As for the supernatural part, most of it are common. Like flying around and able to see through someone. The cops are always catching the wrong person and innocent got killed. Good thing about the show is that both the bad and the good are handsome. (!hAhA!)

Before this show, I was watching "Pretty Woman", starring Julia Roberts and Richerd Gere (he look so young and handsome! heEx!). A simple show with a touching ending. I never know that kissing someone on the mouth means alot more than just a kiss. It means other kinds of emotions are involved in it too. LOVE maybe? Anyway, if you really kiss someone, he/she must mean something to you, right? (^.^)

Oh g0d, it's 3 am in the morning and here i am crapping around!!! **Luckily i only have class in the afternoon.

hMmM....

It has been a week since the common test and we have gotten our papers back. I MUST say i didnt do well at ALL!!!! I'm not very happy about it!!!! I guess i deserve these marks since i didnt put in much effort. Not paying full attention in class (always got distracted by friends) and homework is always done last minute. 2 weeks for me to perpare for the common test and i spent almost the 14 days playing and slacking around. :'( This mustn't carry on if i hope to get at least 3.5 for my GPA! Can i do it? I dont know. But I have been changing everyday now. I dont play as much anymore (though i spent more time chatting & going to forums (^_^) l0lx!) . I paid attention in class and concertrate on the lessons.

Another 16 days is Chinese New Year. A year passed so fast. Honestly, i dont even know what i have done the passed year. I did not spend my time wisely. In this new year, i going to be a new ba0ba0!!!! Have a few new year resolutions!!! :) Firstly, I hope to do BETTER in my studies. Secondly, I hope that my English can improve better!!! (Have been speaking lots of chinese now can't speak proper english) Thirdly, I hope to lose some weight! (^_^) . Have a balanced meal everyday and exercise regularly. Finally, i hope to keep my room as tidy as possible (so that my mum won't nag at me everyday!) . OHh! One more thing i want to learn how to go snorkerling!!! (I should be able to do it during the Adventure Camp)

Haven't been feeling well these days. I guess the food i have eaten are mostly junk food. Feeling not very healthy. Make a pact! Eat at least 2 servings of vegetables and fruits everyday!!! (l0lx..) I can lose weight too right? Anyway, in this year, i'm gotta be a brand new girl with brand new dreams to come true!!!!

(^_^)

Looking forward to tomorrow with a smile on my face!!! SUNSHINE...YeAH!!~~~

w0nDerful daY

December 11 2005 is a day for my biggest cousin (daddy's side) to remember for life. It's his wedding!!! ho0h0o~~~Attended the wedding lunch and saw my long-time-no-see cousins fr0m australia. talk alot...trying to catch up on one another...and we have agreed to meet up one day and go clubbing l0lx...saw lots of uncles and aunties...usually we only get to see each other on new year eve for reunion dinner...and most of my cousins actually grew up!!! i mean they are taller than me and prettier le wor...haha...

the hotel was ok..but then the f00d....well....i mean it's quite ok..just that i kind of feel that there's should be more improvement to it...but the dessert was great i love it haha..though i only have one serving...taken a few pictures...*specially borrowed a cam fr0m a friend*....drank s0me wine...cant take it w0r...abit dizzy...haha....

the c0uple's great...handsome guy with a pretty little wife...hehe sweet-looking face...i guess this is the first time she see me and i see her so we didnt talk much wor...but i look forward to seeing her in near future...

gueSs...i can only wish the couple all the best and may your future shines ever so brightly w0r..hehe...children and grandchildren everywhere hehe.....hahaha......

^_^

I am me

Each of us have different personality and character. You cannot make them change. If you can change fr0m one person to another, high change that you have split personality and i suggest you go see a psychologist. No one can replace you in the world. So.......

What i want to say is that i'm just me. Dont expect me to change anything to fit you so that you can be happier. I wont do that. Not even if you are someone close to me. My personality is what makes me me today. If you dont like it, you can just say it but i can for sure tell you I still wont change unless i feel there's a need!!! You might be right sometimes and I'm in the wrong. If that's the case i'll apologise but if you think that i apologise for something i didnt do wrongly u can wait till your next life. I dont understand how come some people cant control their temper. I mean is there a need to anyhow throw things on the ground to vent your angry??? No! I think that it will only show people that you lose control easily and you are violent. People will be more careful around you cause they never know when you actually hurt them. I'll keep my distance away.

Just a word of caution, beware of people who lose control easily.

Sentosa trip

haha...i found this picture...taken during our trip to sentosa..isnt is a wonderful day? it was a great trip and we have tonnes of fun w0r...l00king f0rward to another trip...

alaMak...siCk....

dotx...t0day sick lia0..man...s0 terribLe leH...bl0ck n0se...fever...c0ugh..whatever y0u can have happen t0 me lia0...555555555555~~~ **(meAning crY)**.........still have to sit in a air-c0n r00m...haIX...takeN s0me pills lia0..much better...broke a c0ld sweat...taT's g00d news...hehe...anyWay...i'm still abit weak...hopefully..by the end of the week i'm better...i'm having a camp leh..cannot sick if not i cant enjoy myself lia0....hEex...anYway...friends out there take care w0r...be it you are in which place...it may be so cold...or so hot like africa...haha....drink more water and have more fruits...dotX...*naGGing*

Such people exist!!!

Honestly, i always see the wrong things in a person. I mean some1 that is nice to me and the 1st thing that come to my mind is he's a g00d guy i can be his friend. But i was so wrong. Something bad happen to me. Even though it happen on an online game, i'm still very sad and ANGRY...
It happen about an year ago. I get to know this guy fr0m the game since we are in the same guild. He's nice and friendly and we actually got well together. Inside the game we got married. *Do not think otherwise!!!* I thought i can trust him so i gave him my game account. At first nothing happen. We just go about playing our game. Sometimes we go on each other account and try playing different classes. Things started to change. My char always seems to be delvling instead of lvling. I found out that he always go on my char and PK (player kill) and die. I actually caught him once and he apologise. I didnt do anything and forgive him. Few months later, when i went online i realised that my account is empty. Everything inside is gone. I realised then that he steal my account and disappeared. Ever since then, i havent seen him anymore. Until yesterday....i got killed by some1 and that some1 is him!!! i was so angry u know...i got onto my own char and scolded him..and guess wad he scold me back. well i can expect that but wad really surprise me is that he scold all the bad stuff out.....i cant imagine that...he used to be such a nice guy and now he become this....i swear that 1 day i will kill him (on the game) with my own char and he will remember that i am not a small girl to be bully by him anymore.

My true friend say something..he's not some1 that worth your tears over. Yes that's true cause i will not care about him let him scold what he like as long as i go about my own stuff and be happy!!!

Temper

Can anyone controls his/her temper? I guess not. Well, i mean it's ok that you can lose your temper OCCASIONALLY but not always right? I just feel kind of sad for some friends. Just because they are feeling tired and not well they can have a right to scold your friend? I mean he is your friend, think of his own feelings before you scold him. Besides in a relationship, both of you should take a step at a time, allow each other space and time. Consider each other feelings before you do something that will make you regret forever.

I have done things that i feel is wrong. And i regretted it. Honestly, i hope i can take back all these things and words that i have said. But once it's done it's done. That hurt is forever there on the other person and the only thing you can do is to ensure that the cut doesnt go any deeper. Promise yourself that you will treasure your loved ones even your friends because they will always be there for you.

TP Exam

In another 44 hours fr0m n0w I'm going to sit for my telecommunications paper. Honestly, I only revise 2 chapters only. I still have another 2 more chapters to go and that's excluding 3 other chapters that have been tested since common test. It's all about theories and i hate theories!!! All about noise and bandwidth, etc.. s0 b0ring!!! What to do..i have to go through the exam no matter what right? d0Tx..just only a short short note to update on my current state: dead beat!!!!!!! :'(